I face a challenge in knowing how to proceed with work that I do. I do healing work; I've experienced amazing results, I've learned incredible things and have knowledge about what I am capable of when I put my mind and body to work together to move energy. I started this work with Spirit Guides. I was very sick and didn't know how I would survive. I had been experiencing grand mal seizures for eighteen years of my life, and I have come to believe that because of a specific path of healing that I followed by instruction of Spirit Guides, I was able to learn how to move energy in my body; I became healthier, and the seizures stopped. A lot of the things that I was guided to do were ceremonies of traditional medicine people; African Shamanism, First Nations, and the sequence of events that led me to partake in these ceremonies is nothing less than mind blowing for me; a phenomena.
I have chosen to try and find ways to share what I have learned about energy and healing. It has been so difficult to be out in the world with these gifts. People go crazy. People mistrust me and judge me and make up all kinds of opinions about me; because I say that I know something about this, People want or expect things from me, they watch me to see if I will behave in a certain way, they test me and make debates about spirituality... but for me it was never like that. For me it's just like another job that I learned how to do, but a more important one, one that can really help people, one that is spiritual and purposeful and healing. I don't know how I can do this as much as I like to without getting paid, or somehow having a revenue to allow me to live in this world the way it is and still have a medicine practice; to offer what I have without being told every time I do something that I have to do it a certain way so not to offend or mislead or take advantage of anybody. I just don't know what to do. I am burning potential but it's like because of it, in ways, I am still burning at the stake.
it is very difficult to do lightwork here ....and get compensated in this worlds currency...no matter what type of work is being done ...aura cleansing ,chakra work ,healing past life issues,energy realignments,whatever is being healed ... the work done will build upon itself... so what is done today ...may not show results until sometime tomorrow....how one values this ..i do not know ....i guess it needs to be left to the individual who has received the healing to evaluate the worth of the said work....but how can this even be practicle when healings take time to take effect ...not all healings .. some are instantaneous ..but.some, maybe most, take time to take effect....maybe down the road it will be recognized by a recipient ,the value of such work ... maybe not..... is this work we do karmic (obviously yes)... and yet it is of value do we leave it to human nature to recognize it's worth....or is it open to us ...,who must also survive,be left to put a dollar amount on what we know we would give freely ,had not the restrictions of making a living being placed upon our heads as well... this is dichotomous at most.. i envy not your position ,Janette .....i hope my ponderings will in some way help you find answers ....i am here for you should you need an ear ....or for reflection or just to talk too L,L&P David tlw
2/14/2016 08:04:06 am
Just keep being you. Trust this. You are amazing. It will all work out. The next step no matter how illogical will be even more magical.
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